I’ve been very displeased with the work I’ve been creating. It always seems to fall short of expectations. It’s boring and lifeless. I know what work I would like to be creating, I just don’t know how to… which is why I really wish I was in art school in NYC. I feel like once I’m there, I won’t have any excuses to not be producing great work because I will have the resources and knowledge.
I need more creative stimulation… I feel so stuck here, shooting just to keep shooting. I’ll be on the east coast visiting my boyfriend next week and will hopefully be able to squeeze a day trip to NYC. I’m sick of producing all this safe work, I need to take more risks.